Day Seven — a (tree) Room of my Own at Riversleigh

I blink at the sunlight as I exit the Alluvial Caves. Dunbeg is waiting impatiently for me at the entrance. He wanders off, fully expecting me to follow. I’m still in a daze from my long meditation, but the sharp air is helping me readjust. After some time, we arrive at a place called Riversleigh. I’m about to go inside, but Dunbeg tosses his head to the right. I see a large oak tree with a door in the side. Walking through the door I find a place that I know is my room here. It’s rustic, but it feels right. Below a trap door is a dark burrow filled with leaves. On this level I’m fascinated by a gigantic fungal growth that serves as a writing desk! The views from the carved-out knotholes is astounding. I go outside to thank Dunbeg, but he is already munching acorns. Perhaps that was what he was after all along?

Day Six - Lemurian Seed Packet

After meditating in the Alluvial Caves for what seems like days, I awake suddenly from a deep trance. The water still burbles in the color-changing fountain next to me. The stillness surrounds me like a comforting blanket. I struggle to remember my dream….it tickles the edges of my consciousness, teasing me from the boundaries of sleepland. The fountain changes from yellow to purple and a vision of flowers flashes before me. I blink and then glance at the cave floor. Before me is a packet of seeds that I’m sure were NOT there when I arrived. I pick them up and squint at the fine print: “Wild Powers…the Power to find Beauty anywhere.” I smile as I pull out one seed and plant it at the base of the fountain. Placing the packet of remaining seeds into my pack, I collect my things and stand up. Time to be moving again.

Day Five - Lemurian Hand

Annie waves good-bye after leading me to the entrance of the main cavern of the Lemurian Alluvial Mine. I’m suddenly suspicious of the word “entrance.” Will the mine entrance me? Am I entranced by what is mine? An entrancing entrance to the mine of what’s mine? Words and their meanings have become fuzzy, and I feel an itching sensation all over my body. I tear off my clothing and scratch myself frantically. To my disgust, I shed a skin, just like a reptile! Realizing what I’ve done, I pull my clothing back on and stare down at my old skin. Looking around, I see several old skins lying about. Apparently this is not an unusual occurrence. I pick my skin up by the scruff of its neck and hang it on a rocky protrusion.

It’s time. I take a deep breath and place my hand on the handprint. The rock face beings to glow and this is what I see:

I’m transfixed by the beautiful image. Is this a portent of what I will find inside? The door opens slowly and I pass through as the image of my handprint fades back to blankness.

Interesting. It is lighter in here than I would have thought. Not as cold as caves I’ve visited in the past. What causes this ambient glow? I guess I won’t need my candle just yet. Good thing since I don’t think I have any matches!

Hmmm. A decision point already? Three tunnels ahead – one heading down, one to the right and one to the left. I guess since I’m supposed to be descending, the downward path is the way to go.

Supposed to be? I realize in a flash that I don’t have my glasses on. I’m not seeing things as I should! I reach into my bag and pull out the tiny frames. Immediately after putting on the glasses, the entire cave looks different. I don’t see Down, Left, Right. Instead I see “Delightful Descent into Roots, Caverns, Motivations, Dreams and the Sub-sub-conscious.” “Levels filled with all You’ve Lost, Left Behind, Lingered Over or Taken for Granted,” and “Right Paths that go Wrong Ways that Lead You Exactly Where You Never Thought You’d Go but Where You Always Wanted to End up.” I laugh.

I take the descending path anyway, but for a completely different reason than before I donned my glasses. I wish Dunbeg were coming along with me, but he insisted on remaining outside. I think the sweet clover and the little spring may have influenced his decision, but there is no reasoning with a mule.

The tunnel I’m walking down is packed earth mixed with rock. Roots stick out everywhere. They’re covered with tiny insects that phosphoresce. I hear a faint humming. Music? It grows neither louder nor quieter, as though it is emanating from my new skin.

After some time the earth gives way to complete stone. Instead of roots, I now see crystals. Just a few at first, but more and more the deeper I go. Mostly quartz, I think, but glowing in many different colors and growing in amazing formations. A small room opens to my right and I go in to explore.

The tinkling of water leads me to a small dripping of water from the wall. It falls directly into a shaped crystal bowl, obviously not a natural formation. The formation changes colors randomly, affecting the color of the water and the bowl. Without thinking, I thrust my hands into the water and bring them up to splash my face. Droplets collect on my glasses. I feel – blessed.

Unwilling to leave this little sanctuary, I pull my Indian blanket out of my backpack and fold it into the shape of a pillow. I also remove the small rock globe from the purple velvet sack inside my backpack. Holding it gently, I sit down on my blanket. Time to meditate for a while. I’ve been rushing around getting ready, traveling, meeting people, but now it is time to slow down. Time to go deeper. This can’t be hurried, nor would I want it to.

The globe warms in my hand and pulses along with my heartbeat. I close my eyes and breathe.

Day Four - Home Host

Dunbeg and I arrive in Owl Creek Valley after dark.  Light spills from windows and doors into the night.  I hear laughter as old friends greet each other.  Feeling both tired and shy, I decide to sleep as soon as possible.  The first cottage I come to emanates a great warmth and smells like baking bread.  The sign on the door: “Antique Seeds.”  I hesitate.  Does one sleep in a seed shop?  It seems odd, but I’m too exhausted to survey the town first and choose a more suitable spot.

Plus, Dunbeg has refused to go a step farther.

I knock tentatively on the front door.  No reply.  I knock a little louder, wondering if anyone is home.  A shadow moves across the patch of light on the ground to my right.  Someone is inside.  I knock a third time, thinking the front yard is looking awfully comfy.  The wooden door swings open and a stern, heavy-boned woman stares down at me.

“You knock like a woodpecker.”  She speaks gruffly, but her eyes are warm as she waves me inside.

“Make yourself at home, Mule,” she calls out to Dunbeg before closing the door behind us.

The smell of bread grows stronger.  I try not to look too desperate as she leads me to a sturdy table by her iron pot-bellied stove.

“Sit and have tea before you go down for the night.”

I don’t dare disobey.  She takes the kettle off the stove and pours steaming water into a green mug with a brown pine cone painted on the side.  I can smell cinnamon, cardamom and a hint of…. licorice?

To my immense relief, she brings a blue plate with thick, crusty bread slices piled high and already slathered with fresh butter.  I feel faint with anticipation.

“Name’s Eileen, by the by,” she says as she settles opposite me at the table.  She pulls out a bag of seeds and begins sorting them by size and type as I try to remember to chew my food before I swallow.

“I go by Froglet,” I respond, after rinsing some of bread down with tea.  “The mule is Dunbeg.”

“Froglet and Dunbeg, eh?”  she snorts.  “How did the mule end up with the more dignified name?”

My eyes widen in surprise.  Her twinkling eyes belie her down-turned mouth.  Within moments her face goes stern again.  I realize her concentration is more with the seeds than with me.  Of course.  Travelers must be a dime a dozen here.  I’m just one of many to trespass on her hospitality.  I feel a moment’s panic when I realize I haven’t even asked her room rate.

As I open my mouth to frame my question, I find Eileen staring straight at me.

“You,” she intones, “are not wearing your glasses.”

Hmm.  Poor thing must be daft.  I had corrective eye surgery years ago!  But then I remember….Enchanteur gave me a bag at the beginning of my trip!  In the excitement of setting out, I had merely tossed it in my pack and waved hastily at her, eager to begin my journey.  Hadn’t she mentioned something about glasses?  Obviously I have made a beginner’s mistake and my host has caught me out.  I lower my head.

“Tsk, tsk.  Don’t get all mopey now.  Just remember to put them on in the morning, otherwise you’ll find yourself all kinds of lost here in Lemuria.  Lucky you got yourself a smart mule or you’d still be wandering in circles out there somewhere now.”

I gulp.  Somebody will be getting an extra apple in the morning.

Eileen sighs.  Before her, rows and piles of sorted seeds form a strange design.  It looks like a symbol I should recognize, but my eyes can’t resolve the shape.  How I wish I had those glasses.  Before I can peer more closely, she sweeps the entire batch of seeds back into her bag.  I’m shocked!  Why go to the trouble of sorting them if she isn’t going to keep them sorted?

She stuffs the bag into her front apron pocket and scoots her chair back with a scraping noise.  “Come along then…..er, Froglet.  To bed with ya.”

She shows me into a tiny room not much bigger than a closet.  It’s neat as a pin and quite warm.  I realize it sits opposite the wall with the stove.  A single wooden bed with a patchwork quilt is already turned down.  Each square on the quilt has a different leaf stitched onto it.  Next to the bed is a green oil lamp on a nightstand with two drawers.  After lighting my lamp, Eileen nods to me and leaves the room, shutting the door firmly.

The food and tea in my belly, combined with the warmth of the room, tempt me to fall asleep immediately, but I feel compelled to unpack my bags first.  I need to nest, to feel a little bit at home.  I realize I still have my pack on my back.

Removing it, I empty its contents out onto the bed.  My notebook and purple pen disappear into the top drawer of the nightstand along with my binoculars.  I greet my box of chocolates with a small yelp of joy and promptly eat a caramel-pecan turtle.  I place the chocolates in the drawer as well, hoping they will not attract ants.

Then I remove the purple velvet bag given to me by Enchanteur.  I hold it reverently, wondering how I could have forgotten to open it.  Am I always so careless with gifts?  I hope not.

I pull out the glasses first and try them on.  They are tiny wire spectacles and bend easily into many shapes.  The lenses are fine and light and slightly golden.  My room looks the same through them, though.  I take the glasses off and place them on the nightstand. 

A silver candlestick comes out next and I marvel at the fine workmanship.  Oak leaves have been carefully carved in a spiraling pattern around the base and up the stick.  The candle itself is dark brown and smells of cedar.  I set these items on the bed and reach into the bag again.

Out comes a beautiful packet of handmade paper. Printed in purple letters are the words “dream seeds.”  I remove one and swallow it.  Might as well find out sooner rather than later what the seeds can do!  The seed leaves a slightly bitter taste at the back of my throat, but it’s not unpleasant.

Two small items are next.  One is a tiny wooden anchor, intricately carved.  The other is a golden medallion with an imprint of a sleeping Unicorn on one side and words I can’t read on the other.

The bag feels empty, but when I turn it upside down, a feathery pair of wings flutters out.  They’re small and I can’t imagine what I will use them for, but they’re beautiful and delicate and I smile as I set them aside.

Yawning, I look over my treasures and feel grateful.  I replace the items in the bag and set it beside the nightstand.  As I fluff the covers, I hear something heavy drop to the floor and roll under the bed.

Kneeling down, I reach under and wrap my fingers. . . around a cold sphere.  I sit back on my heels and look down in amazement.  I’m holding a blue and green globe!  At first I think it’s Earth, but the continents and oceans are in shapes I’ve never seen before.  Suddenly I want to see a map of Lemuria.  Might it be one of the shapes on this tiny sphere?  The globe pulses in my hand.  Impulsively I put it under my pillow.  Turning off the lamp, I climb into bed fully dressed.  Sleep captures me instantly.

  

Day Three - Froglet’s Appeasement

As Dunbeg and I walked together along Owl Creek Road, I pondered the offering I would make to the Keeper of the Alluvial Mine. Raindrops spattered the leaves of the trees, stippling the dirt of the path before us.

This morning I had mistakenly tried to saddle him and his subsequent braying caused eyebrows to lift. I couldn’t even convince him to carry my pack after that!  Around noon, over a small lunch of cheese and apples, I had tried to clear the air by asking Dunbeg what he thought would be an appropriate gift for the Keeper’s wooden box. He ignored me completely.

I’m afraid we were both quite grumpy most of the soggy day.  I felt guilty for having offended my companion, but did not know how to return to his good graces.  To distract myself from my surly four-footed hiking buddy, I returned to the matter of my appeasement.

The word left me uneasy, bringing to mind angry parents, belligerent authority figures, demanding gods. What discontented spirit guarded the mines, tithing innocent visitors and harming those who did not observe the arbitrary and vague rituals set forth?

I felt troubled, anxious. Dunbeg, who might have been a source of comfort, plodded a few paces behind me no matter what speed I walked. Sighing, I resigned myself to the quiet journey.

Eventually the drizzle ceased, the world around me glistened in the setting sun. The perfume of living, breathing plants filled my lungs and I smiled in spite of myself. Ah….peace. Ah…peace…mint…

Appeasement!

Like so many words, it has many faces. Why was the first face I saw a threatening face? I realized the Keeper would show me the face I was looking for–and this was one of the dangers and the blessings of passing into the mines.  I would find what I looked for there…

I decided my gift would not be an offering to placate an angry spirit. Oh no, a piece of myself, a peace of myself, would be left in the wooden box as a token of respect and good will. Peace, Keeper.  But what could I offer?

Although I had not spoken aloud, I heard a gruff grunt behind me. I stopped and saw Dunbeg nosing in the grass. When I went over to see what he was snorting about, I found two tiny stone frogs glistening in the dimming light, one dark, one light. Dunbeg still wouldn’t talk to me, but I could have sworn he gave me a grudging nod.

Day Two - Meeting Dunbeg

I met my mule the day before my birthday in September 2006.  We had flown to Ireland for the wedding of friends, but also to explore the Green Isle for its own sake.  On a cold, rainy Thursday, our last day on the Dingle peninsula, we were determined to explore the hills and ruins before our return trip north.

 

At Dunbeg Promontory Fort, we sloshed out to the ticket booth.  Across the path, these three mules huddled together.  The piebald one in front winked at me.

 

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Although the ancient Iron Age ruin, slowly falling off the cliff into the ocean, filled me with awe, my strongest memory of that location was the determined, resigned mules, soaking wet, clouding the air with their hot breath, waiting patiently for the situation to change.

 

Over two months later, I find myself not in Ireland, but in another strange, new land: Lemuria.  After stepping through a portal disguised as a froglet-covered door, I stood astounded for several moments in a near-empty room.  Rushing outside, I tried to take control of my fear.  I collared kind strangers, begging answers for my frantic questions.

 

Where am I?

What should I be doing?

Why am I here?

 

The answers were always “yes.”

 

I retreated back to the empty meditation room and slept deeply, hoping that my awakening would bring me more knowledge.

 

Awakenings always do.

 

This morning, instead of asking questions, I find myself listening as others sing and talk to themselves.  People move slowly, but they smile shyly at me and I feel a welcome tug in my chest.  Apparently we’ve arrived for a journey together.  People are packing bags, selecting mules, getting ready to travel to some sort of dangerous town with haunted mines.

 

As I walk up to where the remaining mules are hanging out, I immediately spot my piebald friend from the ruin.  He is drier now and chewing hay contentedly.  He doesn’t look surprised to see me.

 

“It’s you!” I say, pleased to see a familiar (if elongated) face.

 

He nods placidly.

 

“Do you have a name?”

 

He stops chewing and gazes at me expectantly.  Right.  Here we answer our own questions.

 

“I see.  Dunbeg it is.”  I swat his rump affectionately and he tries to look offended, but I can see from the gleam in his eye that we are officially off on the right hoof.  Or is it the left?

Day One in Lemuria

I passed through the portal before I even knew there was a portal to pass through.  Five nights ago I dreamed I stood outside a door, accompanied by my faery guide Annika (a

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hummingbird faery, of course).  Inside I saw a yoga/meditation room.  Most fascinating of all, however, was the door itself….tiny froglets covered the entire frame!  The dream stayed with me all this time, especially since I’ve kept a live journal called Tiny Froglet for a couple of years now.  But I didn’t realize that this was my portal until I read that I was to write about my portal.  On with the metamorphosis!

Hello world!

I sit on my lilypad, wondering what I am doing here.